Can't fight the devil

I got tagged by Stephy. Thank you, dear =)

1. Madonna - Frozen

2. Placebo - Song To Say Goodbye

3. 30 Seconds to Mars - The Kill

4. Panic at the Disco - Nails for Breakfast, Tacks for Snacks

5. Morandi - N3XT

Now I want to tag:

killerflower

iska

idroppeddead

punkroux

xxbrendonishotxx

I am sorry that I hadn't been here for... let's not count!

Well.... It is my first SUCH journal. I meant I didn't write about myself, about feelings, life before... I think it is not good.. It is not what other people want to read. They are here not for reading your 'stupidies'.

But I know there are some people who will read it. They are my friends who I miss a lot now. WHERE ARE YOU, GUYS???? (Mary is in California, I know xD). Let's wish her good luck!.. and to meet Shwarznegger. She wanted him... I mean she wanted TO MEET him.... hehe

My life is great. Sometimes. School sucks as always. But I recently realized I can't live without moving... yep yep! I am not crazy! Definitely without moving!

I can't live without Jazz... I just can't NOT love my life..

As you could understood I fell in love (only the people who love can write such ridiculous things xD). It is not good. It is the worstest thing which could happen to me.................. G-O-S-H! Help, please.. or I will go mad. (as Rabbits =)

I have already gone mad. Because of everything: school, dance classes, English classes, DIETS xD...

HOW ARE YOU ALL?????????????????????????????????????

Haha! My new profile photo is ridiculous xD

And I am sorry I don't have enough time to reply to all the notes and messages I got... Let's start a new page in our friendship?.. I am not definitely the same as I was a month ago.. I changed.

I can't live without music... So I think it is the reason why Jackie tagged me... or was there another reason?

Santana - Into the Night

That Carlos Augusto Alves Santana aka Santana makes me feel happy.... I don't know why but he is so funny there! xD

Ashlee Simpson - Just Let Me Cry

I don't think her voice is great but I like the way she sings.... especially this song

Gorillaz - Kids with Guns

The music is great!!!!

Panic at the disco - Nine in the Afternoon

How can I not add this song???.... I pay attention to music at first and then to lyrics, voice and so on..... I wanna tell Panic's Afternoon is more than just a great song. The end of the song is... ohhhh

Nirvana - Smells Like Teen Spirit

Today I heard the song firstly after some years...

Morandi - Angels

Ooh. Morandi is a Romanian band (It is so near to Russia!)..... Yes. I got obssessed with them (with HIM exactly xD).

Morandi - Love Me

Love me cause inside I am slowly dying.

Call me. Don't you know that my heart is crying?

Look into my eyes - you will find sadness and loneliness.

Just look inside my soul - I am feeling so empty... empty.. (Recognize it, Mary?)

Depeche Mode - Enjoy the Silence

Imogen Heap - Hide and Seek

I heard this song firstly when I was watching  the video with Audrey and Brendon.... Dios mio!!!

Justin Timberlake - Lovestoned

She looks like a model except she's got a little more asssss xD

Panic at the disco - Its Time to Dance

I like this demo better.... especially the middle, near the end

Snoop Dogg - Sensual Seduction

Who knows what I found in this song???? Why do I like it so much????

I have more than 12 songs... Let's see the rest xD

Panic at the disco - Karma Police

Who doesn't agree?

Take That - Rule the World

All the stars are coming up tonight

They're lying on the sky tonight

For you. For you

Nelly Furtado - All Good Things

I don't know why but it reminds me of Lara Croft.... xD

Well.... The list is not completed.... yeah. Maybe someone will tag me one more time? xD

I got tagged by lovely Stephy!!... Whooooo hoooooooo. Let's dance!!!!!

The Beatles - All You Need is Love

Nirvana - Smells Like Teen Spirit

A-HA - Celice

Black Eyed Peas - Gone Going

Morandi - By Your Side

Morandi - Angels

Panic at the disco - Nine in the Afternoon

Take That - Rule the World

The Eagles - Hotel California

Panic at the disco - Nails for Breakfast, Tacks for Snacks

There are some old-fashioned songs.... But they will never get old, right?

Guess who this damn person who tagged me?

1. Brendon Urie

Ya ya... don't wonder, Brendon!

2. Andreas Ropcea

I haven't found a better picture xD.. But trust me he is very cute^^..... I got obssesed with him and sometimes I think I like him better than Brendon. Oh damn eyes!

3. Colin Farrell

He made me crazy 3 years ago!!!! He is the person who you should judge!.. (I couldn't upload a better photo. He doesn't decerve it xD)

4. Young Ryan Ross

-Without comments-

5. MICHAEL JACKSON

I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART!!!

I don't wanna tag anyone. Who wants - do it then.

As I promised=)

Trya's POV

- MARIA!Where are you running WITH SUCH BAGS to????? S-T-O-P!!!

But she didn't listen to me... She was about to run me over!... and she hugged me.... TOO tight!

Me: MARY!!!!

Mary: Shut up!.. Let me too look at you.... Wow!.. You are just sexy!

Me: I know you are kidding!

Mary: Yeah... you are right. You are ugly, disgusting and stinky!

Me: You could not remind me I didn't take a shower in the morning.

Mary: I mean you stink Givenchy...

We were laughing as much as we could at the moment. We didn't have any words..... but understood how much we changed and couldn't believe we were standing face-to-face.

Mary, sadly: We are getting old...

Me: yeah.. we are way too old!

Mary, smiling: Where are we gonna go to?

Me: I will send you back to your home, of course!.. See! Your plane is still here.

Mary: How I guess we are gonna go home...

Me, pointing at Maria's bags: But did you wanna scare guys with THEM?

Mary, biting her lips: You are right.

Me: Gimme some

Mary, with a sarcastic voice: Which colour?

Me: It doesn't matter

Suddenly, my cell phone started ringing. I got a message.. from the guy... again... 'HEY HOW ARE YOU?'

Me: Sorry

Mary: Don't worry. The message is from your boyfriend, isn't it?

Me: Well.. not really. I don't have one at the moment.

Mary, smiling: Neither do I.

And we went home.

Mary: I was right talking about getting old.. You are limping as an oldster.

Me: Heh... nevermind.

....We finally got home....

Maria's POV

Me: Where are your parents?

Trya: It was a surprise… Guess what?

Me, shining: OMG!

Trya: Yeah! Yeah!... We will be alone!

Me: WHOAH!!!.. But where are they?

Trya: They went to Italy…

And I started jumping on Trya’s  bed… There were so many pillows on it…

I threw one to her.

Me: Who did you get message from?

Trya: Do you mean…

Me: Yeah, I mean it.

Trya: Well… I don’t know who that guy is…

Me, with an evil smile: Don’t pretend! You are bad at this.

Trya: Really! I don’t even know his name!

Me: … but already like him….

Trya: Maybe

Me: Don’t blush.

Trya: Who?... Me??... Never!.. But now it is your turn!

Me: HUH?

Trya: Don’t pretend. You are bad at this, too.

Me: Well… It was Joe.

Trya:….and…

Me, smiling: What ‘and’?

Trya: ..AND…

Me:… he is cute….

Trya:….and….

Me:…. a-a-a-and…

Trya:….AND….

Me, looking through the window: The weather is nice, isn’t it?

Trya:…A-A-A-AND…..

Me: I WANT HIM!

Trya, laughing: You said what I wanted to hear!.. I see through you, girl!

Then I told her everything what happened to me during the flight.

Trya, laughing: You always like monsters…. ugly guys…

Me: WHAT???

Trya: Don’t kill me, my queen!.. Please!.. I just said the truth!

Me, with a killing face: Now I’ll show you who these monsters are!

And I threw to Trya the biggest pillow I had found on her bed.

Trya: A-A-A-A-A-A-A-A-A-A-A-A-….!!!!

And she runned to the living room. We started fighting with slippers, pillows, clothes, BOOKS… with EVERYTHING which was near our hands.

The war was over after we smashed the Egypt vase… OOPS!

But we kept laughing.

Trya, choking: Mary… Mary... ENOUGH! I forgot to tell you something.

Me: What?

Trya, choking: We are going to a concert of the Horrors tonight.

Me: WHOAh! Great band!.. Who are they?

Trya, laughing: And why did you say ‘Great band’ if you don’t even know them?

Me, seriously: MMMmm… It is all the weather.. But who are them?

Trya: Why should I know?

Me: Excellent! I have nothing to say! How can you buy tickets to a concert of the band you don’t even know?

Trya: You’ll never get it. It is the only difference between us: I am too brilliant and you are too stupid!

Me, with a sarcastic voice: If you had been TOO brilliant, you would have already known the name of the guy who keeps writing you messages!

Trya: Gosh… *to a side* getting angry

Me: Gimme his number. I am gonna call him.

*15 mins later*

Me, chewing: MMMMmmm… His voice is so sweet.

Trya: Stop drooling! He is mine. You have Joe.

Me:… but Joe has a girlfriend…

Trya: I don’t care. That guy is mine… What did he say?

Me: Only ‘Yeah’

Trya: And what have you been doing for 10 minutes in the kitchen???

Me: I am too shy in order to give calls to strangers. And while I was getting ready to call HIM, I looked at the refrigerator… and found nothing chocolate there…

Trya, with a sarcastic voice: How it is bad I hid IT!

Me, showing the sizes of the box: Do you mean a biiiiiiig red box full of chocolate?

Trya: HUH?

Me: I’ve just eaten only it.

Trya: WHAAAAT?

Trya started coming to me slowly…. with such scary face!

Me, getting outta the room slowly, by back: Was it what you have hidden? (Trya nodded).. Really?... hehe….. So I wanna tell you it is a bad place for hiding… *keeping getting out*… Find another place.

Trya was getting closer and closer…

Me: Sorry but I gotta go… I must… take a shower!.. *Mary smelled herself*..Ewww.. Wanna smell it?.. No?...

Trya: No. I just wanna kill you.

Me: Hehe… Really?.. MMMMmmm…

I finally got the door…

Me: Sorry, but…

And I runned away from Trya… to the bathroom.

Maria's POV

This hell finally finished. The plane landed.

I looked at Joe. Suddenly, I saw his eyes. He was looking at me, too... and smiled.

Trya's POV

Well... After 2 hours of sleeping it is the time of meeting Mary.. You are not in time, girl!

It is so bad I don't have a car... and don't have a guy with a car.

Gosh... I fell asleep while I was getting the airport by a bus. But it wasn't 10 mins how I was got up by an old woman (if I can call her in this way after what she did!) who dropped her bag on my left leg.. I don't know what was in the bag but I guess the woman is a builder... Maybe she stole bricks... Who knows?

I am too angry... Or I think I worry about Mary. It is her 1st time in Las Vegas. She can get lost... How I said earlier she always got problems.. She is just a problem girl!

I finally got the airport.. and saw Mary. I didn't recognized her at first! She changed too much!.... This purple hair... reminds me of my scary experience... When I was 10 (I don't remember exactly) I found a dye in the bathroom. Well... I just tried... but didn't read the instruction... and my hair got... mmm... bright green.. I don't still dye.. Yeah...

But exept for the purple hair Mary got slim and fit... and taller.

I specially stopped going to her because AT FIRST, I wanted her to recognized me and AT SECOND, she was going with a guy.. I didn't wanna disturb them.

Well.. The guy is cute... even very cute.... but not for me!

... Mary finally noticed me...

Joe's POV (30 mins before)

Our plane landed.

I don't know why but I am feeling happy.. very very!.. The reason is maybe the weather.

I looked at Mary... I am such a looser! Why did I leave her? It was only a kiss.. not more!.. Everyone makes mistakes, right? The kiss was only a mistake.. and not such a big mistake.

Mary looked at me back... I couldn't hold a smile. We both understood the offence was over.. just forgot about what happened...

The plane finally stopped. The people started getting out. I came to Mary and said 'Welcome to Las Vegas' smiling.

Maria's POV

Today is excellent. Now I will see Trya and Joe is not offensed any more (it is like I was guilty he kissed me!)...

... We got our luggage and got the main hall then.

 I and Joe were talking about NOTHING. It was actually stupid things such as why women 'puff up' their lips and *** by plastic surgery and don't do the same to their butts..

Joe: .. and your butt would get like Jennifer Lopez's!...

.. Then I saw Trya! I waved her.

Me: I'm met.

Joe: Really?... And do you wanna tell me it is the end?

Me: Of course! I am already sick of you.

Joe: You are *counting* the 7th girl who said it!

Me: But if you are really in this way why must I hide the truth?

Joe: But you could pretend at least!... I thought you were good!

We laughed at the last time.

Me: Will we meet someday?

Joe: For sure!

Me: So I don't tell you 'Bye' but 'See you later'

Joe: Yeah.. see you

We hugged. I didn't wanna stop it.. The hug was so tight...

Me: Bye!

Joe: Not 'bye'!

Me: sorry.. See you

Joe: It is better.

I kissed him on his chick... and runned to Trya.

Awwww.. I am so sorry i didn't upload it on last Friday as I promised! =(... My computer crushed (it is a good reason. isn't it?).. So I just require to upload the next chapter now.. I don't wanna feel guilty any more!xD... but I don't have time.. or have???

I have got tagged by..... MARIA=D

For you xD

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So they are here:

1. I wanna get Ryan!!! (because of MaryxD)

~just a joke~

1. I want Brendon ^^

2. I want to get a guitar

3. I want to have better marks at school...=|... (I am a nerd like you)xD

4. I want my family to be happy

5. I want to know English like RussianxD (an idiot dream!!!)

6. I don't want to have problems with my friend again.... It already bothers me!!!

7. I wanna be a rockstar.. ~just remembered the song~.. I wanna be an actress=)

AND

8. I want to meet my Buzznet friends=)

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I tag the following ppl (It is not important how many of them I tag=):

ryanrossismybf

ryanrossxxfan

lolovespanic

lovelybrenny

xxbrendonishotxx

stephy910

sugarpunk

panicismylife

iska

dianavalo

punkroux

fobfan207

kadiurie

bloodyangelofdeath

mcrjordan

billxkaulitzxisxmine

alelamserra

peteyishot

alithu

love4tragedy

myfuneralwedding

iheartbrendondude

bdenisbrennybear

I think it is enough for nowxD

I have been tagged by Maria and Stephy ♥

Thank you, ladies=D

So here it is:

10.  Akon

He has such awesome eyes!

9. Chris Brown

His smile makes me feel inferioity!

8. Jared Leto

... just look at him...

7.  Jack Skellington

He would be the best husband ever! (he doesn't need a lot of food...)

6. Pete Wentz... Yeah! He is only the 6th

He is brilliant! (like Einstein keeping the lamp)

5. Ryan Ross

Maria, take him away!!!

4. Orlando Bloom

Why is he 30????

3. Mikey Way

I can stand yet...

2. Colin Farrell

He is the best... but WHY IS HE AN OLDSTER? 

1. Brendon Urie

So... now I can't stand!

~THE END~

I tag the following people:

ryanrossismybf

ryanrossxxfan

lovelybrenny

myfuneralwedding

bloodyangelofdeath

I am sorry if it bothers you(:), BUT I have a question. I just wanna ask you what days are your birthdays????? Thank you!:*

My dear! Just let me go now! -

I'm sad.

I can tell you nothing! -

Because I'm dead...

I collapsed myself some years ago.

I've done this, because I saw nothing at all...

My life wasn't real. It was just for fun.

Gods were just jokking and they stole the sun

In order to I didn't see at first time

After my birth. So It wasn't so fine...

I am just a corpse. I am just a freak.

I am from the hell... And I want to say things...

...Look at me, angel!.. So what can you say?

What do you think when you feel in such way?...

NOTHING?... I know this. It wasn't so hard.

You don't know what it means 'to feel very bad'...

You know only what the word 'the Bible' means.

But I also know what the word 'the life' is...

...So angels are jokes. They are mistakes.

They were created when God was so mad!...

Remember, Cherub! You are talking with Devil!

You're in a danger, cuz I made much evil...

What do you think now? And why don't you move?

And why are you speechless with an open mouth?...

Have nothing to say?.. So I am gonna say this:

You're a step closer to hell.

You'll be fallen...'bell rings'...

Listen to me, my dear friend!...

Can you hear me? Why aren't you glad?

But maybe I don't understand you at all

Because I am not perfect. I am really small.

I wasn't created for loving myself.

I was born for nothing. I'm  just for the hell.

Someday I'll die... And nobody will be

There, with me, with my dead body… Sweetie!

You will even leave me because I hurt you...

I'm sorry.... I'M GUILTY!...But, hun!!!!, I LOVE YOU!!!...

I don't wanna lose you... I don't wanna...WHAT?....

A phone is hung up.....  I'm still sorry a lot... 

I' ve got tagged by BDENSTROPHYWIFE:*  Are you ready?? Let's get it started!!

10. 30 Seconds To Mars

9. Gym Class Heroes

8. Black Eyed Peas

7. Evanescence

6. My Chemical Romance

5. Linkin Park

4. Maroon5

3. Gorillaz

2. Fall Out Boy:*

 ~ AND~

1. PANIC! AT THE DISCO:*

I'm just required to write 8 things about myself. This is difficult, because this is morning and I have to go to school... But I will try to be honest:) So...

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1. I can play keyboards and sing, because I left a musical school.

2. I think Brendon&Ryan are NICE-LOOKING...;)

3. I could die 3 times. The first one was a car accident (but this is not which was yesterday...). Fortunately, I slammed into a car's  wheel. I also know what the verb 'to SINK' means... Running away from maniac was the third one... Apparently, I have 9 lives as a cat!

4. I like sport, especially dancing (I do this 4 times a week. In spite of this, I feel a bit fat:). Even once time I wanted to become a sportsman, BUT

5. now I am gonna be an actor.

6. I like dreaming a LOT. I think dreams help you to get what you want. I can't get when people don't believe in themselves, can't  understand that they will change the world, if they want. I tell you again 'You only need to want'... 

7. I know Finnish. And

8. I have 2 dogs and a cat. Their names are Den (m), Zlata (f) and Maya (f). I love animals so much!... So I am a vegetarian.

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